Story of US ~~22
I really do not know how and why. All i just can remember is that It started as a simple crush to this someone.. He seems to be so misterious to me. Since the day I saw him way back 4-5 yrs. ago.Its in the basketball court. He is playing there and crowds were cheering for him, as i remember, He plays really good or should i say better than the others. I really admire him for being soo good in the court. I really got a crush on him. He’s a cute guy, not too tall and not too short. Not so white and not so dark. But hell yeah, I didn’t expect that I will really get to know him.. At that time, all i can do is to cheer for him quietly, without him noticing that i exist. :) That time, i was only 15-16 yrs. of age.
Years pass and yeah, i almost forgot who he is. But God is soo good. I became a registered nurse. and started to become a volunteer in NDH. and aha. NDH is the way for the two of us. OMG. My crush. :) He’s there in NDH. I dont even know that he’s a nurse too. nyahaha. :) SOO FUNNY. everytime i see him, I feel so excited knowing that he dont know and notice me at all and i got a friend also who is so inlove with him.
By the time i finally knew him personally, it is because of my friend and his friend. The truth is…..
I really wanted to be close to him, as in dati pa! hahaha. kaya lang i really dont know if papansinin nya ako. Medyo suplado kasi personality ng taong yun. And besides di naman nya ako kilala ee. So i decided to get his number.. hmm. secretly lang syempre. hmm, thinking that we can communicate and be friends. .
1st message i send him?? “Hi Kuya, this is blah blah blah. Kilala mo ba ako??” and know what ang reply nya? “Sino ka?” hahahaha. waaaaaa. nakakahiya. Hinde nya nga ako kilala. :)) but know what?? nagunli ako ng 1 month sa globe just to text him, without knowing kng ittext nya nga ba ako o ano.. We do text pero hinde madalas. And know what nagsesend ako gm, pero pra lang sa kanya, nagbabaka sakali na magreply sya, and luckily, nagrereply naman sya, hahahah.. hmm di nya alam, masaya ako pag katext ko sya. Pag nagsend sya msg sakin, kahit quotes lang sobrang masaya na ako nun..
Days goes by and lalo ko sya nagiging crush,yun nga lang secretly pa rin. Ksi may masasaktan, But he became a very good kuya to me. He’s always there for me, Pag malungkot ako, 1 txt nya lang i feel better. I really do not know why ganon. Pero at the end, i realize na nahuhulog na ako sa kanya. But ooopss. Di pwede, kasi ang alam ko may something sila ng friend ko, Pero what will i do. Di ko naman mapipigilan ito.. Hinayaan ko nalang ang sarili ko mahulog sa taong yun.
Ansarap sa feeling kahit nun una, hinde pa nya alam. Or nagmamaaang maangan lang sya. kunware di alam. hahaha.
Perooo woaaaaa. He cares about me, he cares A LOT about me. Naguguluhan nga ako ee, kasi ang buong akala ko, he’s inlove with my friend. yun pla.. HE’S INLOVE WITH ME.. Inamin nya sakin ang lahat, hinde nga ako makapaniwala ee, pano iba yun alam ko sa mga sinasabe nya. hahaha. ang gulo pero i dont know baket hinahatak ako ng isip ko na sa kanya maniwala.. Kasi naman simula plang sinasabe na nya sa akinn, masakit yun iba syempre pero ano ba magagawa ko, wala naman kasi minamahal ko sya ng patago. hmm, akalain mong naging crush din nya pla ako, at kaya pla sya nagttext kasi he really cares about me. :)
By that time, di namin alam how to tell the whole world that we are inlove with each other. Masyadong complicated ang lahat. kesyo may mga nasaktan, may mga nagalit kahit walang karapatan, at higit sa lahat may nabuong pagmamahalan! Perrrroooooooo, ansarap pla sa feeling na PINAGLALABAN NYO YUN NARARAMDAMAN NYO.
NO FEARS, NO OTHER FEELINGS, BASTA ALAM NYO MAHAL NYO ISA’T ISA AT MASAYA KAYO..
hmm, nun ko lang naramdaman yun. Yun pakiramdam na kaya mo gawen lahat para sa taong yun..
I really can’t believe it. Yun crush ko ng matagal na panahon mahal na ako ngayon.. :)))))
Parang lumulutang yun puso ko„ parang gustong sumabog sa nararamdaman..
an sarap sarap sa pakiramdam..
and know what, I didn’t expect na yun pagmamahal nya sa akin, sobra din..
yun tipong super ramdam ko yun love nya for me..
Na i feel so secure when he is beside me..
Na parang may magtatanggol sa akin kahit magalit man sakin ang buong mundo,
as long as i have him, nagiging strong ako..
Soooo LOVE. kumbaga simula pa lang lubog na agad kami sa pagmamahal.
and ngayon lang nangyari itooo..
To make the story short, yun crush ko, nainlab sa akin!
at ngayon patay na patay sa akin! wahahaha. :))
LOVING HIM MAKES ME HAPPY..
I REALLY DO NOT KNOW HOW AND I,
BUT I KNOW , GOD LET THIS HAPPEN BECAUSE IT SI DESTINED TO HAPPEN..
I LOVE HIM AND I WILL ALWAYS..
HE LOVE ME TOO AND HE WILL ALWAYS DO
We’ve been 10 months na, mag 11 na actually.
BUT IT FEELS LIKE AN TAGAL TAGAL NA
and im soo happy we are so happy.
NO ONE CAN STOP US.
TILL DEATH DO US PART.
MARK MONTIERO HERNANDEZ
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